So yeah. so much for me being on DA more. uh sorry.
My life has been quite hectic and i have no time for anything anymore.
I'm sorry to anyone that i have not talked to in a while. i know i suck, and I'm sorry.
I suppose I'm good at messing shit up hats good. And I'm good at loosing people and things that i love.
I was in Puerto Rico and i wish i wasn't home. I got back and then right when i get back i find out that even though i was supposed to graduate this winter, i can't for 2 more fucking years cause wellesley sucks at sending credits to beacon high. Fuck them.

I won't graduate till i'm freaking like 20. Well maybe not 20 but ya know...

So I think that I have decided to get my GED. maybe. not official yet. I decided because i have fucked up here in MA so much and lost so much and started doing drugs again, i'm going to move. maybe. also not official. but i can dream about getting out of here and starting over. I think that i owe a lot of apologies to people that i have neglected.
Those people i know are prolly mad at me. and i'm sorry. and you guys prolly know who you are. sorry i have not kept my phone on. and sorry that i have not spoken to you in a while. sorry i have not hung out with you, or called when i said i would. Sorry to my friends that think i am mad or don't like them. I don't dislike you, i've just been in a strange place.
I honestly don't do much at all anymore. Like i said i havent kept my phone on and i'm sorry. i know that its like the only way to contact me considering i'm never online anymore.
I have been purposely been turning off my phone for the past 2 weeks because I suck. Well i know that i don't suck. but the past 2 months i've been suck-ish.
I've been doing a lot of art however. not so much photography (but i have been doing some)
I've been doing mostly painting and drawing though. Its like the only thing that calms me down now. heh. yeah.
I'm starting to get my life together though. really. i'm tired of sitting around. I wish that i could say i will be up and running 100% right away. but thats not likely. yeahhhh.
I miss a lot of things like hanging out with people. I miss having people that care about me and that i know i can rely on. But i know that at this point i may never see them again. Not that my new friends at beacon this year arn't great. but there are still a lot of people that i miss.

im going to stop bitching now. its anoying. uhhhh.... yeaahhh.

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I understand what i have to do with my life. i need to pull myself together and not let things get me down. people come and go. pets come and go. school isn't forever. and that i need to stop lingering on what i can't do anything about.

So i'm going to pull shit together and do what i gots to do!!! BE STRONG.

er yeah. maybe after I nap.



~kate~





And i will get new art up. i really will. i promise.